The Voice Inside My Head...

when i say no..
the voice will say yes..
when i say i can't..
the voice will say..no u must..
the voice is ruin me..
the voices change me..
my life..
it's different..
but i don't believe in it..
because i still can think..
i still can do my normal life..
there's nothing change..
so that's mean i'm ok..
don't worry..
the voice make me think about something that i should not think..
who am i?..
i'm too paranoid..
because the voice in my head..
i'm too scared..
it is the voice of the devil..
i know it..
i need to get it out from my life..
but how?..
day by day..
i will pray..
i just can pray..
ask for help from him..
because..
i am normal..

i wanna be normal like who i am before..